Daughter

Love

Home

Exactly.

Sunnier days.

How does the journey begin?

Concentration.

Path to splash time.

I need a time machine.

Ladies in exploration.

Wake up to this feeling everyday.

If only.

Missing you.  

I hope to see you two stateside again soon!

Memories are torture.  

Second chances, a second chance, a third?  

How many chances do you get?  Not enough. 

Probably more than I deserved. 

There was an election?

  It was Vegan donut night-->which is much more important.

Some pre-donut animal shots.  

Such a good sport.

 Or maybe not.

Grizzle keeping things interesting.

Focus.

OKAY!

And on to the donut making.....

Creepy smile?

Form and set.

Some kind of gang sign?

Rise children!

Fry baby, fry!

Glazed holes.

Creme filled and glazed.

This was my idea......strawberry supreme stomach ache.

Family shot!

Thanks Z and S for having me over.
We should do this more than once every 4 years.

Goodbye pal.

  It's been a couple of weeks ago but the Chimp has a new home.

Kind of sad to see it go but glad it went to a skateboarder from Lawrenceburg, Indiana.

Sunnier days.

They say it's going to get worse before it gets better.

I know it's a long way off..... but here is looking forward to sunnier days.

Constant companions.

Sending a snarl your way Mozzy.

Thanks Jacob.

Welcome to the Operating Room

Only a few little things left to do.

Put up the hardboard art wall and cast iron stars last night.

Moyou is all set up out here too.

It has been hard to touch this space since she moved on.  

In a lot of ways this is a physical representation of what I did wrong in our relationship.

 Too much focus on everything but her.  

This is my last installment of grief.  

It's a struggle everyday.  The lump in my throat and knot in my stomach have set up permanent residence.  Letting go and moving on are two things my heart does not excel at.

If you want to have it all, you have to let it all go.  

もう遅い。。

無理だ

Ramen Dinner

Moyou looks soo bummed.

Tried to make food tonight.  Didn't taste right without you.

Quotes to get you by

"All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on."

  -Havelock  Ellis


Happy in new love, I am surely the farthest thing from her mind, though she is the only thing on mine.
-me

Care package.

I have the best sister in the world.

Thank you for trying to cheer me up when I am down.

I just wish I could eat the cookies....

My nieces make me want kids.  

Now that will probably never happen.